God I Hate Autism!!
I'm talking about the doctors that did not give me a choice!! Yeah, I'm bitter that they took my daughter's life away. I'm glad that your so positive about autism and your siuation but I'm not!!
I love my child and hate autism!! I hate that she is an easy target for abuse, I hate that she can't tell me about her day, I hate that she bites herself when upset, I hate that she stimms all day long if I let her, I hate that most family members don't know how to interact with her and some are afraid, I hate that it's a never ending job! I never say bad things outloud but as parents we all have these feelings and need to vent so there is nothing wrong with getting it out. If you never have negative feelings, I need to know your secret!! Please share it with us all!!
I want to TALK to my child again. I want to fight with her again about toys. I love her like she is now but I still miss the 3 yr old she once was. I feel most down watching other kid her age, all the things other moms take for granted. And when I hear a mom tell thier child to be quiet or hush I want to slap them. I said that to mine one day.... and a week later she was.
Autism does sucks alot! We should be painting our nails, putting on makeup, playing with Barbie dolls, instead my daughter screams and cries all day and plays with her feces!!!
Yes, autism is horrible and it breaks my heart but I love my baby and do the best I can.
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I will be able to answer you tonight when my boys go to bed,
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I don't hate Autism.
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We all have these feelings
Sandy, so many of us parents have these feelings of deep concern for our children. Watching a child struggle and suffer is heartwrenching as is hearing what so many families go through. Harm to children and injustice are abhorrent. And I sympathize and empathize with Candy, Evan, Robert, and you. So many of the points you illustrate are shared by so many of us. But our bitterness is misdirected when it is aimed at, discourages, or disempowers other parents with just as sincere and pure intentions.
Thanks Teri!! I wish I
Thanks Teri!! I wish I never heard the word Autism
The label of "autism"
Actually, I do not consider "autism" a very useful label. And that is what the word "autism" is - it is a label. Some underlying physiological conditions in so many individuals with "autism" include immune dysregulation, gastrointestinal pathology, metabolic dysfunction, detoxification impairment, etc. However, when individuals with the label of "autism" go to a mainstream medical practitioner (e.g., a gastroenterologist), they are discriminated against because the practitioner cannot get past the label of "autism," which is erroneously classified as a psychiatric diagnosis. (The brain is downstream and subject to problems originating in other parts of the body - the body is a whole, and autism is a whole-body condition.) The appropriate action on the clinician's part is to do a thorough medical workup as for any patient and to address the underlying issues. In this way, individuals with "autism" have been recovering or significantly improving.
For those who say that we should just accept our children who have been diagnosed with autism and not bother with biomedical treatments, I would say this: We do accept and love our children; but it is medically negligent to ignore underlying physiological dysfunctions/disease processes - just as it would be negligent to ignore them in a child with cancer - especially when it adversely impacts health, level of functioning, and prospects for a healthy, safe, and independent future.
Parents of "neurotypical" children feed them, school them, and engage them in enriching activities to help them be the best they can be -- we have every right to do that also for our children who are diagnosed with the label of "autism."
You broke my heart
Your sadness just crushed me. I wanted to hug you and say, "I know how hard it is"
You are right that we all have these horribly painful feelings of having lost the child we swore we would protect until the day we died. When they were born, everything was possible. Now we have to keep forging ahead with a new plan and an uncertain future.
It's so hard to be "up" sometimes. Imagine your daughter without you, though. She is so very blessed.
-Cassie
Thanks Cassie!! To put the
Thanks Cassie!! To put the icing on the cake I just found out I have bad diabetes today!! I can't be sick I need to live forever for Candy!! Sometimes I think I must of done something pretty bad in a past life to have this kind of luck!!
Hang in there
Take care of yourself Sandy.. Let me know if there is anything I can do!
Thanks R
Thanks R
Overwhelmed
I know, right? We can't die, ever. I think about that, too. It's a good thing your diabetes was diagnosed now. Treaments are so much better. I have diabetic friends and a friend with a diabetic child.
Sometimes I cry to my husband, "what did I do in my previous life? Why does she have to suffer?". I would so much rather be sick and have my daughter spared. I just know there is a reason these children were given to us. And I know I wouldn't want anyone else to be Katie's mom.
My best friend has two kids, both with Cystic Fibrosis and she was diagnosed withbreast cancer 3 years ago. Her son needs a lung transplant but doesn't qualify because he once smoked (he is 31). I realize how tough life is for so many. I force myself to find the fun and humor wherever I can.
It's kinda funny I do have to
It's kinda funny I do have to force myself to laugh.